Declan : An Enemies to Lovers Arranged Marriage Mafia Romance (The Syndicates series Book 10) by Cala Riley

Author:Cala Riley [Riley, Cala]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2024-04-25T00:00:00+00:00

How to seduce a man.

I scan the article and sigh. It says what the other ten articles I’ve read said. Be confident, touch them often, tell them what you want, make eye contact, and more.

I don’t know why, but I thought once I told Declan what I wanted that things would change between us, especially with us living together.

Only he has been keeping his distance from me. I thought he would want to have sex with me. It’s not like it would happen in one go. We would likely have to do it a lot to get pregnant.

I won’t lie, that’s the main objective, but a little part of me wants to feel that burst of pleasure that he gave me on our wedding night.

I have tried to recreate it with my hands, but no amount of research has brought me that pleasure.

Still, I think I spooked him. Instead of bringing us closer, it has put a wedge between us. He still watches me when he is around, but he doesn’t touch me. Not the way I want at least. He has taken my hand a few times.

I hate it. Not the handholding. The distance.

The worst part is I don’t know how to change it. I’ve never spent much time with a man alone let alone tried to tempt one into fucking me on the wall or over the arm of the couch. I’m a virgin for Christ’s sake. At least, I have never had sex with a man. Our wedding night, I don’t think counts.

It’s been a week since I moved in with him. Since the attack. Since I asked for what I wanted.

A week of this tension between us. I feel like I’m walking on eggshells. I almost miss the bickering we used to do. I’m too scared to snap at him, though. Scared that he will send me away.

If this is what it is like to live in your feelings, I want to go back. I want to push it all down and lock those boxes back up. Only it doesn’t seem to work anymore. No matter how hard I try, I can’t stop feeling.

After day three of distance, I decided to do some research. I read that lingerie can make you feel sexy and boost your confidence. So I bought it. I used the robe I bought with it and arranged for him to see me in both. He looked, but then he made an excuse and left.

I didn’t like that, so I didn’t try it again. When he’s been home, I’ve tried to be close to him. I don’t crowd him, but I give him plenty of opportunity to touch me. That’s when the hand touches have happened. I have savored every one of them.

Still, he hasn’t made a move.

When he talks, I maintain eye contact, and when we walk past each other, I make sure to reach out and brush my fingers over whatever body part is close. He doesn’t respond, so I’m not sure he likes it.

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